Who is She?

[desperation]

The "she" that is mentioned in a Genisis post...Who is she....well she apparently has brain damage as she is mentioned as the she who is on your grass in your hall and in your head.....she sounds awefully familiar.....but who exactly is she....the only she who is mentioned in TDB is in "Take it Back". Is there a connection.....Who do you think she is?

[arod777]

Well there is alot of specualtion concerning the girl in the Disco Ball in TDB booklet as well. Possibly the two are connected somehow?

[desperation]

Its hard to see who that is though

[adamattack]

in the song "brain Damage" from dsotm
"the lunatic is on the grass"
"the lunatic is in my head"

perhaps a backup singer that worked on DSOTM

[adamattack]

perhaps clare torry
regarding the lawsuit?

[LITTLE]

desperation said:

The "she" that is mentioned in a Genisis post...Who is she....well she apparently has brain damage as she is mentioned as the she who is on your grass in your hall and in your head.....she sounds awefully familiar.....but who exactly is she....the only she who is mentioned in TDB is in "Take it Back". Is there a connection.....Who do you think she is?

the she in take it back is aroura villafranca,aka sandy decker.

[ayetam]

I AM NOT PLAYING WITH YOU:

I AM YOUR TRUE FRIEND, MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS.

I AM NOT GONNA PLAY THIS GAME, FOR THE RESOLUTION IS RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW.

FOLLOW:

Do you remember the song "RETURN TO INNOCENCE"?
I just cannot remember what is THE NAME OF THE AUTHOR (can someone find it for me and post it?), but the lyrics are VERY IMPRESSIVE.

DID I NOT PROMISE THAT I WOULD RETURN?

I KEEP MY WORD, WILL YOU KEEP YOURS?

I HAVE TOLD YOU IT IS VERY SIMPLE. I NEVER CHANGE AND NEVER LEAVE YOU HUNGRY AND THIRSTY. NOW, IT IS TIME TO REJOICE AND TO RETURN. I CONGRATULATE YOU ON YOUR ENDURANCE. NOW, PUT YOUR NEW OLD PERSPECTIVES INTO IT AND THE WORLD WILL BE A PEACEFUL PLACE OF FREEDOM, LOVE AND JUSTICE.

[tldefeo]

The lunatic is on the grass
The lunatic is on the grass
Remembering games and daisy chains and laughs
Got to keep the loonies on the path.

The lunatic is in the hall
The lunatics are in my hall
The paper holds their folded faces to the floor
And every day the paper boy brings more.

And if the dam breaks open many years too soon
And if there is no room upon the hill
And if your head explodes with dark forbodings too
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.

The lunatic is in my head
The lunatic is in my head
You raise the blade, you make the change
You re-arrange me 'till I'm sane.

You lock the door
And throw away the key
There's someone in my head but it's not me

And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear
You shout and no one seems to hear
And if the band you're in starts playing different tunes
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.


Luna means Moon- This trump represents the darkside of the moon. Perhaps it refers to Dawn DeFeo?

Taken from the book of Thoth-
XVIII. THE MOON:

The Eighteenth Trump is attributed to the letter Qoph, which represents Pisces in the Zodiac. It is called the Moon. Pisces is the last of the Signs; it represents the last stage of winter. It might be called the Gateway of Ressurection (the letter Qoph means the back of the head, and is connected with the potencies of the cerebellum).


(I believe the above passage refers to Dawn)

(Dawn's autopsy report: The brain weighs 1200 grams. It is markedly lacerated especially on the left and the two hemispheres are almost completely separated as is the cerebullem.)


In the system of the old Aeon, the ressurrection of the Sun was not only from winter, but from night; and this card represents midnight. "There is a budding morrow in midnight". For this reason there appears at the bottom of the card, underneath the water which is tinged with graphs of abomination, the sacred Beetle, the Egyptian Khephra, bearing in his mandibles the Solar Disk. It is this Beetle that bears the Sun in his Silence through the darkness of Night and the bitterness of Winter.

Above the surface of the water is a sinister and forbidding landscape. We see a path or stream, serum tinged with blood, which flows from a gap between two barren mountains; nine drops of impure blood, drop-shaped like Yods, fall upon it from the Moon. The moon, partaking as she does of the highest and lowest, and filling all the space between, is the most universal of the Planets. In her higher aspect, she occupies the place of the Link between the human and divine, as shown in Atu II. (The High Priestess) In this Trump, her lowest avatar, she joins the earthy sphere of Netzach with Malkuth, the culmination in matter of all superior forms.

[tldefeo]

....and this page 250. Book of Magick by Aleister Crowley.

"The one is of Motherhood and Wisdom, ineffably candid, clear, and loving; the other of Murder and madness, blood-intoxicated, lust-befogged, and cruel. The sole link is the Woman-symbol."

...and if you study the tarot further, VI (The lovers) it clearly reveals the Mother symbol as Eve and the Seductress Lilith in detail.

[crazydiamonds]

uh-oh, John has a girlfriend ;D

[LITTLE]

Tracy's family is important


beyond the horizon of the place we lived when we were young in a world of magnets and miracles!

[tldefeo]

"He has golden wings, and is blindfolded. From this, it may appear that he represents the intelligent (and, at the same time, unconscious) will of the soul to unite itself with all and sundry, as has been explained in the general formula with regard to the agony of separateness.

No very special importance is attached to Cupid in alchemical figures. Yet, in one sense, he is the source of all action; the libido to express Zero as Two. From another point of view, he may be regarded as the intellectual aspect of the influence of Binah the third sphere called (Understanding) upon Tiphareth the sixth sphere called(Beauty). His number is 6.

The title of the card is: "The Children of the Voice, the Oracle of the Mighty Gods".

[LITTLE]

agony ends in the empless sea

[awa0710]

ITS MY BIRTHDAY... I'M 21...I'M DRUNK AS SHIT..

[LITTLE]

the picture was me when I was 21,then it turnrd into Susie.