Hello John.
I am glad to see that you are still around my friend.
When you left us I became very worried about you.
It was my understanding that you were not to participate in the enigma any more for the sake of your sanity.
It is a fine edge that I am also walking.
You probably do not recall this but I spoke on the phone with you several years back and revealed to you the vision i had that led me into the enigma.
In this vision I told you I saw my newborn son pass away.
As of August 22, 2007, my vision has come to pass.
My 2 week old son did indeed pass away, and I am currrently struggling to hold onto my sanity.
You once told me you talked to God.
You asked him about my vision for me and you told me to move forward (in so many words)
Perhaps now you can ask him another question for me?
Why was I able to see this tragedy yet i was not able to avoid it, and what am I to do to finish the dream and the enigma?
I have always been your friend and I will continue to be because I know you have a good heart. I hope to hear from you soon.
peace friend
-anthony